Sunday, April 17, 2011

work, misery in new dress, new resolve

Yesterday I worked with dh on his job.  I sanded all the puttied places and then I sanded walls and then I vacumned all the floors.  I was extremely tired.  I got back and had that sanded dust all over me, In the shower I go and then the wind blew and hail fell and thunder crashed, 

Today we went to my friends church. A group was singing and she and I and our husbands are close friends with the singers from that group so we would not have missed it.  I got dressed this morning for church in my new spring light green outfit and when I bought it a month or so ago I had to buy a size 20.  Last time I bought a dress before that it was a size 18 and it was just a tiny bit too large.  Not enough to go down to a 16 but you could tell that I was on the way.  I put the 20 on this morning and it was tight.  Not way too tight but snug and I was uncomfortable all morning long. As I set there feeling like I needed to pick and pull at my dress I vowed that I would not allow this to go on any longer. 

I am so glad that I made that vow before llunch was served because I had this new resolve and was able to stay strong.  I did not eat much at all and the time right now is 4 pm and I am eating a light salad for my evening meal.  If I must eat anything later, I will have a low calorie energy bar.  Or maybe I will just have a cup of hot decaf coffee.  Sometimes just the coffee will make me stop wanting something to eat.

And I really love that dress it is a straight dress, and it has a sheer long sleeve over-jacket.  It is a very light green and just looks like spring.  I refuse to be uncomfortable in this beautiful dress.

Tomorrow I will go back to keeping up with my calories and even though I don't want to I will work out with weights 2 to 3 times a week and I will try to walk everyday except Sunday. Slow and steady said the turtle.  This is not a race for who gets there first-it is an endurance race, getting used to eating right again.

Time to go to Aldis again-they have the best prices for fresh vegetables.

A NEW DAY---
Finish every day and be done with it.  You have done what you could....Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be coumbered with your old nonsense.  This day is all that is good and fair.  It is too dear, with it's hopes and invitations, to waste a moment on yesterday.

by RALPH WALDO EMERSON

Sleep well everyone
God bless

1 comment:

  1. Congratulations on the dress, Joy! Aldi's does have the best prices on vegetables here, too! I picked up some broccoli for this week. Your dress sounds lovely! And I'll bet all that work was some good exercise! I hope you had a blessed Palm Sunday. I'm so glad your family weathered the storm. Love ya, and God bless.

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