Wednesday, September 26, 2007

214.0-back of hand laid to forehead "woe is me"

I am not really down about this-not the first time but I am not going to even act like I am so put upon to be gaining. I knew that the fluid I drank and drank and drank day before yesterday would catch up with me eventually. But really I know what i have been doing with my food. I have been eating enough to go into hybernation. I knowt hat for what ever reason is in my subconscoius I am turning to food to sooth my upset mood/ego/sub conscious whatever.

I must figure it out soon or a lot of damage will be done to me.

Last night dh and I went to a revival and it was so good. ANd on the way home dh said he had to go back to Manning and check to see if he had cut off the flood lights that lights up the owrk area . So he dropped me off and he grabbed keys to the house and flashlight and off he goes. It took almost 2 hours for round trip and so I stayed up till he got here and by that time I was interested in a show on tv and I stayed up later.

I went to bed after movie and slept a bit later this morning, but when I woke it seemed like I could here my Lord say "Child it's time to wke up. I am ready for our talk. I love you and I want to spend some time with you" What a wonderful way to wake up. I got up and I spent time with my God He is so wonderful to me and so faithful to keep His promises. How could I not love Him.

God bless you all,
love you all,
and I pray for you,
each of you that
reads this. May
my Lord bless you
according to His will.
Amen

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