Been a long day

It has been a long day and a very sad one.  The funeral was at 3 pm and dh is always so quiet and strong and he broke down andcried.  I felt so helpless, I just held his hand there was nothing else I could do.


I ate after the funeral, not a lot but still I feel like I went over the calories and so I exercised when I came back home.  I only meant to do 30 minutes but I started feeling more energetic and exercise really does seem to destress (is that a real wowrd???) me so I kept going until I finished the entire video.  The church that my brother in law attended had prepared a huge meal for the family.  I left off a lot of things like chicken and dumplings and fried chicken and macaroni salad and about 10 differents cakes andcookies and pies.  I ate sweet peas and green beans cooked with cubed red potatoes, and lean baked ham and a small piece of baked chicken and some kind of green jello with marshmallows and pineapple. 
They told me the name of it but I forgot and it was delicious. 

Some one told me once that if you want to dance then you have to pay the fiddler.  So I suppose that I danced and then I had to pay for it. :)

DO NOT FEAR
DO NOT FEAR, FOR I AM WITH YOU;
DO NOT BE DISMAYED, FOR I AM YOUR
GOD. I WILL STRENGTHEN YOU AND
HELP YOU': I WILL UPHOLD YOU WITH MY
RIGHTEOUS RIGHT HAND.

ISAIAH 41;10 NIV

Thank you for all of your prayers,
I love each of you
God bless