186.6/dream/sick/birthday

I have not been exercising this week, I have been sick.  Night before last I woke up with a raging fever.  My grandoson had spent thenight and I did not want to wake him,  My husband sleeps in another bed when baby spends the night.  I could not get out of bed I was so cold and so week.  I was jerking I was so cold.  I called my dh and time as I called him he said what? I told him I needed him and he covered me with another blanket and got some advil for the fever.  It is allergies, I get like this every autumn.  It got bad this time. The good thing is it does not last but 5 to 7 days.  So soon I will be able to exercise again.

I had a dream last night.----I dreamed that the Lord had called me to preach and Iwas preaching my very first sermon.  I stood behind the podium and I said  "In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth" I went on to say all of the rest of the first few verses.  Then I said "and God said let there be light"  and I looked up at the congregation and I said "and when God gave us that light,  it has shone to this time.  When there is Gods light there is no room for Satan's darkness"  I said more but I can't remember the rest of it.  

Now I don't think that God has called me to be a preacher but I do give devotionls and I think that i am supposed to write the devotional about the light that never went out. The Lord has given me several devotionals and they will occur at themost unusual times.  He gave me one on the way home from church and it had nothing to do with the service.  One time I was riding with my dd and had to get some paper from her to write what God had given me.  I am so thankful that He uses me, and lets me be a vessel for his use.

Tomorrow is my birthday and I will be 59 years old.  I don't feel 59 most of the time right now I feel every bit of it.  It is just a number -most of the time I feel better than I did in my 30's.  I get up in the morning and my feet hit the floor and I am moving, seldom do I even stop until later in the day.  Cleaning , mowing grass, mopping, washing and hanging up clothes,walking and ironing raking, just doing what I can around the house since I do not work out side of the house I try to do as much as I can to take some of it of off my dh.  I am thankful that I have my health.

I AM NOT A NUMBER

Not my age and not my weight.  I am a Kings daughter, I have His blood flowing through my veins.  He wants me to be the best I can be but He loves just as I am.  I praise Him for loving me all of my life, I denyed His exisstance so many years and when He opened my eyes I saw Him for the loving Father that He is.  Glory to Him, I can not thank Him enough for showing me how much He did love me.  He healed me of a breathing disorder the first week that I was a Christian, and He healed my husband of a skin disease. I love Him.  He saved me on Valentines day, The day of love, and what ultimate love did He show us.  John 3:16  says it all.

foods for today
coffee
berries
steamed veggies
chicken
homemade applesauce
grilled squash
grilled okra
small amount of beef stew======calorie total was 1440