185.4/grandbaby/death

calories for today was 1530
no exercise today,  I am really beginning to get antsy about not doing anything.  I give myself till Monday and I will do soem handweights, and I will push the mower over my yard and pick up the leaves.  If I do not have my 10000 step I will go walking through the woods. 

My grandbaby came today to play with me.  We played chase and hide and seek and a game he made up that he calls the boo game.  I walk around acting like I do not know where he is and he jumps out and says boo.  Then I got a phone call from my "bff" and a friend of hers had died during the night.  Of course I talked with her and then I got off and g-son wanted to know who died and then He asked was she going to be put in a grave yard or was she going to heaven.  I told him that the ladys body would go to the graveyard and her soul would go to heaven and God would give her a brand new body.  He asked how that would happen.  I said it was like an egg, you crack open the egg and put the egg in the pan and the shell goes in the trash.  Our body is like the shell cause we won't need it anymore.  I thought he got it cause he said "ok grandma"   When he got home he asked his mama if it hurts God to eat the eggshells we throw away?  lol  I gotta be careful how I explain things to him;

My husbands friend also died this morning.  Two people from my church died last week.  I am getting tired of people dying.   I fear the next one to die will be my mom.  She is so frail and so feeble. 

My food for today has been coffee
eggs
okra\\
squash
berries
tuna
applesauce
raisens
almost ashamed to admit this but I love smarties and I ate about 10 of them today I don't mean 10 individual smarties but 10 small packages of smarties. 

Thats it for today
sleep well everyone
God bless