I am such a loser at losing

exercise-hanging up two loads of laundry, bending and stretching
plus walking almost 3 miles
pedometer steps 7285
calories 1470

I swept and straightened and moved things around. I have an extra room in my house stuffed with things from dd's first marriage to the crackhead. I started to say "crackhead loser" but felt that was toooooooooooo harsh. He sold nearly everything they had to pay for his habit. Sold her car, sold her wedding rings. I paid for her divorce. She is married again and has given me a most wonderful grandchild.

Anyway back to the room-it has clothes that grandson has outgrown and stuff I no longer want and i am going through the things to donate everything I don't want to a local church youth group. So I started this morning and called dd and asked if she wanted the chinese ceramic eggs and she practically ordered me to not touch anything else until she had a chance to go through it all again. ACK I am never going to be able to get that room cleaned out and painted and it has a HUGE walk in closet. I want that room. I WANT THAT CLOSET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We moved here about 7 years ago and that room was the one I wanted for dh and me and he said we would move into a smaller room and he would have time to paint and put linolium down. he wants carpet but my allergies are so bad and I suffer so much that it is best if we just have a floor that I can mop easily. So we go to the smaller room and then dd comes and she moves into that room and then when she gets remarried she left so much of her stuff and now it is like a junk room or a catch all room. That is about to change.

I do not think I am going to be lost any weigh this week, all that fruit, even though it is good for me, it still adds calories, PLUS yesterday and the yeast rolls and honey butter. I feel like I gained 10 pounds but that is probably cause I feel guilty. I did weigh this morning and I had gained 2 pounds. I hope that was temporary - I will be honest and put my weight for my Sunday morning weigh in.

We are about to get a thunder storm here, I hope we get about 3 days of slow rain we need it so bad. i need to get off of here and cut my computer off. I do have a surge protector but I still do not like to take any chances.

God bless
Sleep well
and sweet dreams to all