I ate way more than I should have. no excuses except well totally no excuses .
I caved in
I saw the enemy and I surrendered to it.
The enemy was way more poweful than my will power.
Golden Harveters meeting was good, I had invited a singer to come out and oh my she was good. She sung good and we were all blessed with the movement of God touching us. Everyone said they enjoyed it, even the singer and her husband thanked me and said they had a good time.
I get home and mom had left a message on my machine so I called her back and I took care of what she needed and then told her what a good time we had. She sharply told me that I could not call it golden harvesters any longer cause it lasted too long and we were just supposed to sit and eat and talk. My heart is breaking cause I can do no right where her and Barb is concerned. My heart is aching so bad. Why can't they stop putting me down so much? Why must they want to bring me down? I don't think I have been saved long enough to know how to handle the persecution. Sad so very sad. and hurt and don't know which way to turn.
Dh and I go to hospital in the morn to get blood work done. Actually it is not a hospital it is like an outreach type thing and sponsered by different businesses in the area and it is free. They actually draw blood and sent it off to be evaluated??? is that the right word. Anyway it is free and since dh and I do not have insurance we take full advantage of this. Then when the results come in we take them to our dr. and he puts them in our files and saves us a pile of money.
Tomorrow night dh and I go to hear Carla and Redemtion sing. I am so looking forward to going. Her family sings so very good and it is always a wonderful blessing to hear her. She is an american Indian out of North Carolina. On the 22nd (I think), the Harpers are coming to a church near here and they sing good too. So I am trying not to miss anthing that puts us with other people that love God. I love being where God is being worshipped.
My diet was off today I will say that again, I ate way too much ----beter way to say it is I ate too much calories- but tomorrow is another day and I will have a fresh and brand new day to worship and love God and exercise and eat healthy. Isn't God just wonderful to give to us a new day over and over again to start fresh? God is so good to us.
Sleep well
and
God bless you
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment