Monday, October 15, 2007

good things and bad things

Today I got up and exercised for 35 minutes-I like doing Leslie Sansone low impact Walk away the Pounds video. Then I went for a 35 minute walk out through the woods behind our house. I really enjoy realtime walking. There is something so special about the fresh air and hearing the birds sing and today I saw 2 deer. one was standing off to the side and the other was eating some corn that hunters had put down to attract the deer. I have no problem with hunters. I think they are necesary to keep the deer population down around here and I think it is healthy food. I walked slowly toward them and eventually they saw/heard me and they ran off, they were beautiful and so graceful.
Then almost immediately I saw a yellow butterfly, it flew straight towards me and then it danced and gave a lovely performace around me, just for me.

Bad me ate 6 chocolate chip cookies, I wish I could say they were small but they were almost the size of my palm across-not that thick. I ate too many calories. I am not going to eat anything else and I hope that being good all day long will help me negate the calories of the cookies.

I really hate that I have a super size appetite. Why can't I be satisfied with 2 cookies like most people? NOOOOOO I have to try to make a complete meal out of cookies- bleech ----sometimes I just feel like a failure.


Then I remember that God loves me, He does not love a failure< He love me, weak and overweight-but He loves me. Praise God He loves me, and I love Him.

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