Friday, January 7, 2011

Another day that I see myself as a failure

I got up full of determination, I did laundry aIwalked Ihad my foods planned out that I was going to cook.   And then my dd came, she had a dentist appointment and  the baby was sick so he could not go to school.  So quess who he stayed with ---yep that's right me.  Now I have had him so much that if I am particularly busy I just pop a video in and I keep on doing what I need to ddo.  And I would have done thattoday, but he was really sick and he said "grama, will you rock me?" so I sat with him and rocked him and sunf to him while my dd went to the dentist and then she went ot get something to eat and then she went to deliver some avon. (she is a dealer) and then she came to get her son.  I understand she can do those things easier without the baby but OH well that is what being a mom is all about. 

Anyway I rocked and sung and when she came to get him I was hungry and just ate the easiest thing I could get my hands on.  I did go walking .  and tomorrow I will do my weights and maybe stretching and I will try to go walking.  The southeast is expecting another snow storm and I am sure that it is going to be kinda difficult for me to get out next week.. Plus is they close the schools the baby will be with me and it will not be easy for me to do any exercise so I will do what I can when  I can.

Tomorrow is another day,  I will do better.

Sleep well everyone
God bless.

1 comment:

  1. no matter what happens, Joy, you are NEVER a failure!! a failure isn't about to take care of her family like you did today, or go for a walk, or plan for tomorrow! maybe you didn't live up to the standard you set for yourself- and i think it's GREAT that you hold yourself to a high standard and do not excuse yourself- but you are not a failure, dear. Jesus died to set you and me free from our "failure!"

    love and blessings!

    ps- we're supposed to get snow monday; i need to start planning how to exercise. i have been really bad lately about using the "it's too cold outside" excuse to not go walking. and i thought i loved walking....

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