Thursday, June 9, 2011

empty house, thank you Becky, (hugs to Josie)knee still hurts

The baby went home today-and my house seems so empty.  I know he will be back Sunday afternoon, but I still miss him.  When he is here I try to spend a lot of time with him.  I want to give to him what I never got from my mom and my children never got that love and attention from my mom.  I want him to remember me with fondness and joy when he talks about me to his children. I want him to have wonderful memories.  But now that he is gone I don't have an excuse not to clean my house.  Tomorrow I honestly have to sweep and clean commode. lol   :0 

Becky thanks so much for your prayers and sorry I can't post on your blog.  I don't know what the problemis but I can't post on several others blog either.  

Josie I love how you express your thoughts,  so many times it is like you are connected to my mind.  I love all kinds of fish, even canned tuna and sardines although to be totally honest about that, I like the omega 3 oils in them more than the actual taste of sardines.  They are the power house of fish.

I know that some people have a weakness for a certain food and sometimes that just triggers binge eating.  I don't know what you would call me.  I can go along for weeks and weeks staying within a certain parameter of the foods I feel is what I should be eating for optimum health and weight loss.  Then one day I will stumble and I will stay down for a few days-long enough to throw the weight that I have lost right back on me. Then I will climb back on the wagon, and I will be "good" for a while.

I am still having trouble with my knee I tried to do arobics today and I had only taken one side step on that leg and I flet the pain.  I stopped right then,  and I did 1/2 hour of hand weights.  Most of the time when I do arobics I hold the hand weights so doing them for 1/2 hour really was not challenging but I still did something.  I know me-I know that if I leave it off more than once a week I will soon be leaving it off 2 times a week and then 3 and then I will be stopped all togeather.    I am so easily misled and I can talk me into letting it go so fast.  I don't think anyone else could talk me into it,,,,,, only me--I suppose I am my worst enemy. 

Josie I am sorry about your ankle-and I hope it starts feeling better really soon.  Hugs darling.  Just think someday we want have these frail bodies, our bones won't ache, our head won't hurt, and we will not be tempted.  Come quickly Lord, but let me pray for my lost friends and family one more time.


Heaven

Oh, there's no disappointment in Heaven
No weariness, sorrow nor pain,
No hearts that are bleeding and broken,
No song with minor refrain.

The clouds of our earthly horizon
Will never appear in the sky,
For all will be sunshine and gladness,
With never a sob nor a sigh.

We'll never pay rent for our mansions;
The taxes will never come due.
Our garments will never grow threadbare,
But always be fadeless and new.

We'll never be hungry or thirsty,
Nor languish in poverty there;
For all the rich bounties of Heaven,
His Heaven-bound children will share.
--F.M. Lehman


sleep well everyone

God Bless

1 comment:

  1. You are the sweetest, Joy. I know I've said before, but you are really an inspiration to me as a younger Christian. You will live on through the love that your little grandson will show. Your family and friends are fortunate to have you for a witness of God's love.

    Thank you for reminding me how temporary these bodies are. I am my worst, enemy, too. I'm glad you put some effort into working out today. Progress!

    Love ya, and God bless!

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