GOODBYE 2012-WELCOME 2013

God was on the throne last year and He will still be on the throne in 2013.I do worry about the world and where it is headed but on the other hand I KNOW that God is in control.Some one told me that worry is lack of faith in God, I see what she meant but I am not worried about my God or what He can do -I am not worried about my security, peace,or contentment in being His child.  I know I am goimg to a better place should I die.  I do worry and pray for my unsaved loved ones.  They do not have that same security or peace.  If God comes today and they have not  listened to  Gods voice call to them they will be left behind. My heart aches for them.

I am sickened by so much that goes on in the world.  I was molested at an early age (5)my sister was,  my daughters church sister, my daughters new boyfriend.  He really has had a rough life e turned to crime andwas in prison by the time he was 17 and after he was released he broke probation so many times and never had an education, never held a real job.  When I met him I felt in my heart that there was good in him.  Here was this 35 yr. old uneducated ex con, tatooed, and cussing and a cigarette dangling from his mouth and God said he needs to be loved. So slowly she and I have reached out to him and took him to church with us, he has just about quit cssing, every now and then he slips. He went to a singing with us and got saved.  He has applied for a job and looks like he may get it.  If God had not spoke to me I would have told my daughter to run the other way fast.  His mom had him when she was young and did not want him his grandmother raised him and she was cruel, his mom went on to have other children by different fathers and then his real dad did the same hting. So there are real siblings, step siblings and half siblings. And the family is riddled with drug users thiefs prostitutes, and I see this same scenario being played over and over again.  I hear the term "my babys daddy"  Sodom and Gomrroh is being visited over and over again and God has to be weeping as He watches the sins being revisited just as it was before He destroyed those cities.

Now we are going into 2013 and really I don't see the world getting any better.  What I see is me clinging even harder to God me worshipping him even more for he is my hope He is my joy,  He is my peace, without Him I would have nothing but the world -and that is no joy and no hope and certainly no peace.