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Good morning

Baby spent the night and I got one and 1/2 minutes of sleep. He likes to sleep right up under my chin, he will throw his arm over me and say in that sweet half asleep baby voice "baby 'oves a-ma"> One I woke with his butt right at my face, he had twisted and turned until that is where he ended up. Another time I woke up with him pulling on my gown. he had kicked the sheet off of him and he wanted to cover back up and my gown is what his hand landed on. He has a bed in my house , he has his own bedroom that he plays in and he will take naps in the bed, spider man sheets, surrounded by his books and toys. But he will not sleep in there at night, He says "I seep in a-ma's big bed" I'm sure it will end within a few years and so i don't make a big deal out it. I always asks if he is going to sleep in his bed. And he chooses. What wonderful memories I am going to have when I get to be 100 yrs old sitting in my wheel chair in the nursing home.

Mainly all that bothers me about it is, tonight is church night. I have fallen asleep before during service. When I don't get enough sleep I can go all day long usually, but if I stip -if I sit down I start just going to sleep.. It has happened before and it is very embarrasing....Dh knows how I am and he sill keep an eye on me and if I start head hanging down he will gently nudge me. I told the preacher how I am and most times I am all right and would he prefer me stay home or run the risk of falling asleep during his sermom. He said he would prefer me in church,He said that if I stayed home it would feel like satan won, come to church and show satan he can't tell me what to do. So I go even when it feels like I can not hold my eyes open.

Baby is sitting in front of the movie cars and he wanted waffles for breakfast and then he set in An-daddys chair. I don't like for him to watch a lot of tv, and when he does I like for him to watch the shows that teaches, sesame street or Barney. I know a lot of people do not like Barney but that show teaches how to get along with others and problem solving and academic learning. Between watching those shows and the way his mama and i play with him, he is on an academic level of a kindergarten child.. ANd he thinks we are playing with him.

He know and recognizes his abc's and his numbers and his colors, he know shapes and comparisens like which is big and which is small. He can follow directions, he loves books and when I reward him for anything he asks for books.

OK enough bragging for one day. Aren't you glad that when you read something you just have no interest in you can skim it or even skip it all togeather and no one will know you just are not interested?
Have a good day.